The promise you made, the long nights I waited, the days I spent thinking, all for that one day. But you forgot, you ran away, you left everything unsaid. I’m in a blank. I am so afraid of asking, cause I know it’s not good for you. I don’t want to put you in a difficult position and I don’t want you to be upset once again. I’ll hang in there, my mind filled with doubts and questions left unanswered so that you will be happy like how you are now. I fill a sense of longing now. Given a choice, I’d want to see you again and talk to you than be left with only those memories.

The promise you made, the long nights I waited, the days I spent thinking, all for that one day. But you forgot, you ran away, you left everything unsaid. I’m in a blank. I am so afraid of asking, cause I know it’s not good for you. I don’t want to put you in a difficult position and I don’t want you to be upset once again. I’ll hang in there, my mind filled with doubts and questions left unanswered so that you will be happy like how you are now.

I fill a sense of longing now. Given a choice, I’d want to see you again and talk to you than be left with only those memories.

(Source: leilockheart)

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“IF” is a big word that when used too much will only cause pain when something you know has been lost will never become part of your life again.  But if I been gone tomorrowWould you know how deep my loves goesHave I ever told youYou’re the oneIf the words don’t come my wayHope its still loveHope it still showsIf the words don’t come my wayHope you still know what my heart wants to say

“IF” is a big word that when used too much will only cause pain when something you know has been lost will never become part of your life again. 

But if I been gone tomorrow
Would you know how deep my loves goes
Have I ever told you
You’re the one

If the words don’t come my way
Hope its still love
Hope it still shows
If the words don’t come my way
Hope you still know what my heart wants to say

(Source: leilockheart)

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Today, as I was on the train, I noticed a young girl, less than 9 years old. She had down’s syndrome. She looked happy, knowing that she was different. Her mother was with her, listening music with her with the same earpiece. So happy they look. I feel that when we were young things were less troublesome, so free were we. But the most important thing was how brave and awesome the mother was in bringing up her child. Mother’s love. So inspiring. The girl? Brave to face life with such looks. I feel so heart warming when I saw them. So blessed.  Maybe that’s what I should do. Face life. Be brave and be happy. Maybe when someone leaves your life, there is reason for it. Be happy for them and most importantly, be happy for yourself. Cause you don’t owe them. You owe it to your parents. The one who carried you in their womb for 9 months and the one who brought you up to who you are today. 

Today, as I was on the train, I noticed a young girl, less than 9 years old. She had down’s syndrome. She looked happy, knowing that she was different. Her mother was with her, listening music with her with the same earpiece. So happy they look. I feel that when we were young things were less troublesome, so free were we. But the most important thing was how brave and awesome the mother was in bringing up her child. Mother’s love. So inspiring. The girl? Brave to face life with such looks. I feel so heart warming when I saw them. So blessed. 

Maybe that’s what I should do. Face life. Be brave and be happy. Maybe when someone leaves your life, there is reason for it. Be happy for them and most importantly, be happy for yourself. Cause you don’t owe them. You owe it to your parents. The one who carried you in their womb for 9 months and the one who brought you up to who you are today. 

(Source: leilockheart)

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Sometimes, I wished I still had the chance to talk to you. I know that’s never gonna be a good idea. Perhaps, my greatest regret is never being able to carry out those promises I made to you.

Sometimes, I wished I still had the chance to talk to you. I know that’s never gonna be a good idea. Perhaps, my greatest regret is never being able to carry out those promises I made to you.

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I can tell myself : why is it? a thousand times.

And I know I never told youThat I love youNow its all too lateAnd I dont know how to hold youBut I want toI dont want to leave this wayAll I knowIs broken. 

And I know I never told you
That I love you
Now its all too late
And I dont know how to hold you
But I want to
I dont want to leave this way
All I know
Is broken. 

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Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never quite close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart. :,(

Maybe this was what you really felt… I’m sorry..

Maybe this was what you really felt… I’m sorry..

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Saying good-bye to you today is the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do, and when I get back, I can honestly swear that I’ll never do it again. I love you now for what we’ve already shared and I love now in anticipation for all that’s to come. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I miss you already, but I’m sure in my heart that you’ll be with me always. In the past few days I spent with you, you became my dream.

Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.

Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.

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