Posted on Thursday, 5 August 2010

It has always been feeling like that all the time. Your presence used to be so heartwarming but it’s changed to fear in me. So much. So much, that I dare not go near you. Do you know? I want to walk next to you and whisper to you those heart longing words I keep in myself everyday. I want to observe the contours of your face, scrutinise your actions and laugh at them. I know I can’t anymore and I’ll never be able to do that anymore. Hugging it is the only way that makes me feel so close to you. :( I wanted you to be there when I fall. I wanted you to see me through it all. I wanted you to hold me in my sleep. I wanted you to show me what I need. I can’t. I’ll be away.

It has always been feeling like that all the time. Your presence used to be so heartwarming but it’s changed to fear in me. So much. So much, that I dare not go near you. Do you know? I want to walk next to you and whisper to you those heart longing words I keep in myself everyday. I want to observe the contours of your face, scrutinise your actions and laugh at them. I know I can’t anymore and I’ll never be able to do that anymore. Hugging it is the only way that makes me feel so close to you. :(

I wanted you to be there when I fall.

I wanted you to see me through it all.

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep.

I wanted you to show me what I need.

I can’t. I’ll be away.

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